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less time
Less time than it takes to say
it, less tears than it takes to die; I've taken account of everything,
there you have it. I've made a census of the stones, they are as numerous
as my fingers and some others; I've distributed some pamphlets to the plants,
but not all were willing to accpet them. I've kept company with music for
a second only and now I no longer know what to think of suicide, for if
I ever want to part from myself, the exit is on this side and, I add mischievously,
the entrance, the re-entrance is on the other. You see what you still have
to do.
Hours, grief, I don't keep
a reasonable account of them; I'm alone, I look out of the window; there
is no passerby, or rather no one passes (underline passes). You don't know
this man? It's Mr. Same. May I introduce Madam Madam? And their children.
Then I turn back on my steps, my steps turn back too, but I don't know
exactly what they turn back on. I consult a schedule; the names of the
towns have been replaced by the names of people who have been quite close
to me. Shall I go to A, return to B, change at X? Yes, of course I'll change
at X.
Provided I don't miss the connection
with boredom! There we are: boredom, beautiful parallels, ah! how beautiful
the parallels are under God's perpendicular. |