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The Spectral Attitudes
I attach no importance to life
I pin not the least of life's
butterflies to importance
I do not matter to life
But the branches of salt the
white branches
All the shadow bubbles
And the sea-anemones
Come down and breathe within
my thoughts
They come from tears that are
not mine
From steps I do not take that
are steps twice
And of which the sand remembers
the flood-tide
The bars are in the cage
And the birds come down from
far above to sing before these bars
A subterranean passage unites
all perfumes
A woman pledged herself there
one day
This woman became so bright
that I could no longer see her
With these eyes which have
seen my own self burning
I was then already as old as
I am now
And I watched over myself and
my thoughts like a night watchman in an immense factory Keeping watch alone
The circus always enchants
the same tramlines
The plaster figures have lost
nothing of their expression
They who bit the smile's fig
I know of a drapery in a forgotten
town
If it pleased me to appear
to you wrapped in this drapery
You would think that your end
was approaching
Like mine
At last the fountains would
understand that you must not say Fountain
The wolves are clothed in mirrors
of snow
I have a boat detached from
all climates
I am dragged along by an ice-pack
with teeth of flame
I cut and cleave the wood of
this tree that will always be green
A musician is caught up in
the strings of his instrument
The skull and crossbones of
the time of any childhood story
Goes on board a ship that is
as yet its own ghost only
Perhaps there is a hilt to
this sword
But already there is a duel
in this hilt
During the duel the combatants
are unarmed
Death is the least offence
The future never comes
The curtains that have never
been raised
Float to the windows of houses
that are to be built
The beds made of lilies
Slide beneath the lamps of
dew
There will come an evening
The nuggets of light become
still underneath the blue moss
The hands that tie and untie
the knots of love and of air
Keep all their transparency
for those who have eyes to see
They see the palms of hands
The crowns in eyes
But the brazier of crown and
palms
Can scarcely be lit in the
deepest part of the forest
There where the stags bend
their heads to examine the years
Nothing more than a feeble
beating is heard
From which sound a thousand
louder or softer sounds proceed
And the beating goes on and
on
There are dresses that vibrate
And their vibration is in unison
with the beating
When I wish to see the faces
of those that wear them
A great fog rises from the
ground
At the bottom of the steeples
behind the most elegant reservoirs of life and of wealth
In the gorges which hide themselves
between two mountains
On the sea at the hour when
the sun cools down
Those who make signs to me
are separated by stars
And yet the carriage overturned
at full speed
Carries as far as my last hesitation
That awaits me down there in
the town where the statues of bronze
and of stone have changed places
with statues of wax Banyans banyans.
trans.,David Gascoyne
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